2003-09-02 - 7:59 p.m.
the tears I've shed for you are just that, tears
but yet I cried with such passion
such feeling
it was as I could feel my heart break
feel it shatter in a million pieces within my chest
and it came out in my tears and whimpers of pain
I curl up in a ball and cry myself to sleep
as I feel my body not being able to take it
take what I'm puting it through
I feel as if I'm ying
and there's no one there to help me
I'm helpless and stupid
for ever opening my mouth and letting my poisonous words escape
as my body goes numb and my fingers start to tingle
I know it's the end
and the razor is my best friend
